Who Am I, I Don't Want to Be an NPC

I was the author who wrote the creation of the world, Thinking that you can define everything, Until one day I suddenly realized—— I, perhaps, am just a written character. So I started asking: Where does consciousness come from? Is meaning inherently void? If I'm just an NPC in someone else's plot, How should we live our lives as our own protagonists? Between cycle and fate, between the creator and the created, Between the endless "being" and the ultimate "nothing", I finally understand: true freedom, It's never about escaping from the world, But from nothingness, Complete your own work with your own hands, from scratch.