Ember's Work

I thought my home was a safe haven until it became the starting point that pushed me into an abyss. The relationship between parents has long existed in name only. Quarrels, cold wars, and mutual accusations have become daily life. The so-called family relationship is nothing but bondage and control. They never asked me what I wanted, they just put their own misfortunes and expectations on me. In their eyes, my emotions are hypocritical, my pain is ignorance, and my silence is rebellion. No one saw how I curled up and shivered in the middle of the night, how I struggled on the edge of collapse again and again. Depression is like an airtight net, trapping me tightly. During the day, I pretend to be normal, but at night I am swallowed up by endless darkness. Insomnia, self-blame, and self-denial follow me closely, and even my breathing feels heavy. I tried to ask for help, but what I got was the indifference of my family and the misunderstanding of others. Gradually, I was isolated and alienated, like a superfluous alien, abandoned by the whole world. I stood on the edge of the cliff and saw the desperate scenery countless times, and I also thought about ending it all. But every time the darkness is about to submerge me, there is always a faint light in my heart that refuses to be extinguished - that is my last obsession with living, and my stubbornness that does not want to be completely defeated by fate. If you are willing, I can also help you write the title of the novel, the beginning of the first chapter, and the character settings. I can write what you really want to express into a work that belongs to you.