Spark Origin

"Yuan Qi" --- I stared at the shining golden character on the computer screen, my thumb hanging on the left mouse button, unable to press it. I spent 20,000 yuan on this game. All the skins have been bought, and all the copies have been spewed out. After logging in, you just stand at the login interface and look at the character in a daze. Outside the window is the southern sky in March in Guangzhou. Water seeped from the wall, the quilt was damp, and there was a diagonal crack on the window glass, which was taped with yellowed transparent tape. I lived in this shabby room for three years. Three hundred yuan a month, in the deepest alley of the village in the city. The phone lights up. My mother sent a voice message asking about the 20 million. Yes, I won the lottery. Twenty million. After tax is deducted, it is more than 10 million. It's enough for my mother to see a doctor, enough for my dad to not have to farm, and enough for me to live like a human being. But I haven't figured out how to live yet. When the lightning struck, I didn't even have time to look up. Pain. It's not the pain of being beaten, it's the pain of every cell screaming to fall apart. Then there is endless blackness where I can't feel anything. …