He Is Not Me

"His heart stopped." "But he came back to life." I watched his heart pause and the wavy lines turn into horizontal planes. But he came to life before the medical staff arrived, and his heart started beating again. Is it expectation? Or hallucination? But he survived. Don't pass up this opportunity. Because I have already lost it once. But is he really him? He has survived and there is no need to worry about anything anymore. Losing some memories is better than losing him. Is it right? Is this normal? I opened my eyes and it was a strange place. It seemed like a hospital. Wasn't I at home a second ago? Here and there, they called me, they cheered my arrival. Who I am? I am "blue".