Did the Protagonist Die Again Today?

"You said you experience different ways of dying every day?" "Yeah - being blown into bloody foam, being run over by a truck, being shot in the head with a cold gun, and even floating to the moon and dying of old age." "After all this effort, you couldn't survive the day?" "Live? The script changes faster than the face changes. The guy I just hooked up with turns around and sells me out. The pitfalls are one after another. How can I survive?" "Then you still carry it?" "What should I do otherwise? You can't just sit there and wait for death, right? You're stuck in the script anyway. It's only once that you can fight one more time." The dean tapped the medical record with his fingertips, and the pen cap clicked on: "It is recommended to transfer to another hospital." "Which hospital should I transfer to?" "Mental hospital. Your illness is getting serious again."