My Fantasy Girlfriend Invades Reality

Have you seen "The Three-Body Problem"? Yes, as you can imagine, I fantasized about a girlfriend just like Luo Ji did, but the difference was that Luo Ji wrote a book, and the more real the book became, the more real his girlfriend became. But I was different. I actively fantasized about her. In order to make her in my fantasy more real, I put on many patches, but these patches made her too real. Her appearance, voice, and everything else were too real to be true. I thought I would just ignore her like Luo Ji and she would gradually disappear, but that's not right! Not only did she not disappear, but she became more real until I felt her touch! I understand, I'm probably crazy