Watching Flowers Like a Dream

A person's life is like a scholar who succeeds in passing the exam and then just shows off. I often feel that I should see all the colors in the world, but in fact it's just a quick glance. I can't remember clearly what happened in the past, and I don't know where to start. So I want to talk about the first half of my life, and then fantasize about the second half of my life. If I can't do whatever I want in reality, I can speak freely in my mind.