Am I Mentally Ill?

What is reality? Was it the colorful neon in front of me a second ago? Or in the blink of an eye, everywhere you look is filled with rolling magma? "It's not that I'm not awake yet, I just don't want to be awake." Both worlds are "ideal worlds" that are difficult to choose in the eyes of everyone. "So, do you want to reconstruct the world?" … "Am I mentally ill?" Under the blue and white striped hospital gown, is he a mental patient or a god?