Picking up Old Things at the Age of Twenty

People always have to look back at a certain age to pick up the memories scattered along the way. My twenties did not come smoothly. The night shift that reversed day and night continued to wear down my body and mind. The occasional nosebleeds without warning were like a clear wake-up call from life. So I decided to write down all the past events along the way. It writes about the unavoidable entanglements between warmth and coldness in ordinary families, about close friends who travel together and then become separated, and about love affairs that begin with heartbeat but mostly end in regret. I plan to collect all the joys and sorrows of the past between the pages of the book, and embrace my stumbling self again. At this moment, the night outside the window was thick, and the lights of the street shops were woven into a dazzling light. There was still a faint fishy smell in the nose. The nosebleed that suddenly flowed out just now had stopped, but the panic in my heart at that moment would not go away. It was at this moment that I finally finalized the idea of ​​writing a book. After twenty years, I have accumulated too many stories in my heart that I have no place to tell. The family affairs that were entangled in childhood, the friends who played wantonly when they were young and finally drifted apart, and the love that they devoted all their energy to. A series of past events are scattered over the long years, and the daily life is buried under layers of livelihood and heavy night shift. The reverse schedule of day and night separated my daily life. I slept during the day and made a living late at night. As soon as I had more free time to be alone, I couldn't help but want to sort out the whole story. When I wrote this book, I never expected to gain many readers. The first person to understand the whole story would be myself. I use words to retrace my old journey and heal the frustrations and melancholy accumulated in the past. It is considered as a gift to me when I am twenty.