She Lives with Pain

I have been secretly in love with Zhang Tianxinchen for three years. I spent the whole high school and regretted it. If you know, your deskmate like the sun will leave without saying goodbye due to illness. If I had known, my "best friend" who had stood up for me would have stabbed me with her own hands. Families are broken, friendships are stabbed in the back, bodies are hurt, and beliefs are shattered. When all the light goes out, Will you just sink or be reborn alone? This is a gift of growth for all aching souls. Watch me take root alone in the wilderness, reconcile with the abyss, until everything is silent.