
Notes on Raising Bamboo Horses
竹马饲养记事
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- Romantic Youth
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- Campus Life
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- 8y ago
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Some thoughts on the relationship between the male and female protagonists after half a year in college and this article: First of all, the male protagonist is a yandere character. In the articles I personally read or the plots I prefer, either the male protagonist is naturally rebellious and good at pretending to get along and is impressed by the female protagonist's character, or the female protagonist is the only light that redeems the world in the abyss of the male protagonist, or the sudden love at first sight is the missing rib, etc., But without exception. When we met, the heroine had her own independent personality. Maybe she was innocent, and Bai Lianhua would have done anything, but she had a personality that the hero loved at the beginning. Later, whether she was raped or raped, she just added the setting of accepting and tolerating the sick male protagonist in her character (I read few books). I would think, well, what the hero loves is the innocent heroine. This character is irreplaceable and unique. The female protagonist of this article has social anxiety. This is understandable, but she is very special. It seems that the male protagonist loves her because he has polished her step by step. Her preferences and behaviors seem to have been trained by the male protagonist. It makes people feel like they can be copied and wholesale, just like any girl with social anxiety in that environment. They will all be treated like this by the male protagonist. This involves a very subtle issue. It even makes me not believe in love. For example, in the classic scene, the male protagonist is saved by the female protagonist and feels the warmth of the world. If another girl with the same personality and ability saves him, will he also fall in love with her... Applying this in sequence is simply terrifying. But I also think that loving someone should be superimposed in sequence. Even falling in love at first sight will only make you more willing to get along with them than ordinary people, instead of being up to you. And there are people in the world who are not related by blood and have the same appearance. How can there not be people with similar personalities and experiences, but everyone knows that there is a fate in relationships. You may meet someone with such a personality, and you will live a happy life together, but she who has the same personality and similar experiences as you just hasn't met him like that, or something may change with an inconspicuous word, action or thought. In the end, it just ended in a mediocre manner. How dare you say that there is one person who has the same choice as another person, who has the same acceptance and the same words and deeds throughout his life? How dare you say that such two people have the same opportunities. Would it be possible for a girl with social anxiety to be dependent on the heroine sometimes acting coquettishly and sometimes fearfully? Even if there is, even if some people say that this is a common problem of social fear, how can the male protagonist definitely fall in love with her? How can I definitely open up to the male protagonist? How can I definitely meet the male protagonist? How can we not say that the heroine of this article is unique. About Half a Year in College, instead of saying that there are many female supporting roles (male protagonist cheating?), I would rather say that it is a means, and one of the means. The most questionable character transformation story in this article is also the one that makes me shudder the most (yes, I am a psychopath). Starting from elementary school, the male protagonist's love for the female protagonist seems to have no limit, which makes the female protagonist's desire to be loved and cared for by her relatives transfer to the male protagonist, and this desire to be loved and cared for will never end, because this is a kind of family affection derived from it, which seems to be connected by blood and is difficult to cut off (if you think about it, it's scary). Then, with the heroine trapped in a state of mind that was unable and unwilling to extricate herself, the male protagonist showed his aggressive side - behavioral control. I personally think that the isolation caused by the closeness between the female protagonist and the male protagonist is also caused by the male protagonist's acquiescence or single-handedly promoting it. He knows that everything is certain. This is just the first stage. In elementary school, the person everyone relies on most is their relatives, and for the female protagonist, the male protagonist is better than her relatives, and is the only way out. Junior high school begins to cause ignorance and restlessness, and the seeds of youthful rebellion are endless. In the hearts of many children, the other person who attracts them seems to be the most important in the world. It seems that they can break away from the shackles of their family and fall in love with them wholeheartedly. The first admirer of the heroine appears. It is obvious that the male protagonist who acts as a family member expels him and finds students from other schools to cause trouble or stir up public opinion. The male protagonist begins to consume his own kindness, no matter what the nature of the intruder is. So at this age when everyone yearns for love, the heroine loses all opportunities to love others. And the only choice was that the male protagonist took over naturally. It's time to go to high school and start a life plan. The male protagonist continues to assume this role, but an accident occurs. The female protagonist's blood relatives intervene in the matter, so the female protagonist is pushed down the stairs. This is even a split-second decision. Keeping her, even if the price is hurting her, the male protagonist's deep-seated unscrupulousness becomes obvious, but how can you say that he doesn't feel pain? How could she, who had spent all his scheming, energy, tenderness, and hard work, be calm when she fell? Rather than sacrificing the heroine for himself, it is better to say that they were both infinitely consumed in this grinding. The hero was voluntary, and the heroine was forced to volunteer. It is logical that those who want to spread their wings in college are completely restrained and can only use themselves as bait, but it seems that the uninformed people in the article will think that this love really seems to have cracks, as if the sudden appearance really disturbed the beauty that has always been there. Some people will argue that you don't love her very much, and you can be tempted, but we all know that there is no such thing. The tenderness in life, the love and care over the years, have always belonged to the heroine. But for the heroine, she is suspicious of the comfortable or ordinary people around her who occupy a corner of her life, and covets her family and boyfriend. How can she not be unforgettable? For the male protagonist, she only pays a little attention, as if he has been running an excellent and comfortable external illusion, and scheming against her roommates is nothing. It is not worth mentioning, but you see, the effect is significant. This kind of tenderness and coercion that permeates every day and every year is so shocking to me. Some people may think it is trivial or even like a running account, but for me personally, it is completely exposed (exposing my true nature). Becoming your leader at every stage, your whole-hearted dependence, is really in line with the saying of Su Po Tianji - Be the king in your world. Hahahaha, the whole article is incoherent, and the emotions are overwhelming. I just want to tell the author, thank you for meeting you, thank you for creating them, and thank fate for allowing them to meet.
I just want to ask, if a man cheated on her when she was drunk, but the man saw her as his girlfriend, is it not called betrayal? Because the man loved his girlfriend, and he saw someone else as her girlfriend because he was drunk. He did not mean to do it and he recognized the wrong person when he was drunk, right? Besides, it's only one night, right? In my opinion, the male protagonist in the novel is such a person. He blindly thinks that he is not a betrayal, because he feels that he is just using her roommate to keep the female protagonist away from them, and the time is not too long. I think it is quite funny. It is ambiguous and does not feel that he has a girlfriend. He chats with another woman who likes him at such an ambiguous time in the early morning. He does not clearly reject her and keeps chatting with others. Is it considered betrayal? Are you kidding me? And when giving gifts, I think he is not familiar with her roommate, and it is just for etiquette that he does not need to buy it himself. Especially since her roommate is not his friend, shouldn't he just ask his girlfriend to buy double copies to show his dedication? He even went to buy it himself. He thought that since he was single and his girlfriend would get jealous even if she said anything to other men, he could buy gifts for other women. Shouldn't we consciously keep our distance? He still doesn't feel guilty about this WeChat incident, but just let the heroine adapt. Shouldn't he reflect on himself? The scumbag has been identified! I have no idea what the author meant when he explained it to me. It didn't come full circle at all, and it even felt like it was getting worse the more he wrote it. And I think if the author can't write it, he should think about it again. Writing like this will only make readers want to read less and less. Although the author's writing style is okay, once the plot is ruined, nothing can be done to make up for it. He could have designed it so that she could recognize the character of her roommate instead of actually committing such a betrayal. It's really disgusting. I rarely leave comments. Maybe it's because I really feel that I'm so out of touch with the past that it's really unacceptable. The most important thing is that the author's writing is completely unsatisfactory! The character design is completely wrong. The female protagonist is like a white lotus. She didn't ask the male protagonist what she talked about with her roommate at all. Wouldn't normal people ask, what did you and her do? Forgive? Didn't the male protagonist steal someone else's girlfriend? Not to mention whether it was intentional or not, he didn't flirt with her in the text message? Did he express his refusal? Hehe? I really feel like I can't stand it anymore. If the author really wants to read it like this, I won't read it, because if it's scumbag, it's scumbag. If I read it again, I will only think that their love is just superficial, and that love without the implicit loyalty of the other party is just a bubble.
Personal opinion, don't comment if you don't like it~
I really like the character of the male protagonist, and the whole story has a light daily style, as if the story is happening around me, there is always a familiar feeling, like White Rabbit toffee, Want Want Snow Cake, Cardcaptor Sakura ~ many, many, from elementary school to university, the two have been together all the way. Of course, Meng Jiayue is the leader of this relationship, although his The character is a dark yandere, and possessiveness is understandable. But to be honest, I really don't agree with the way he pushed Ruan Yu down the stairs, and in order to keep Ruan Yu away from his friends in college. The part where he was forced to eat and eat sweets made me a little uneasy. Although I knew that there would be no accident and the whole story would end, I couldn't help but worry about the heroine. As for the female protagonist, she was eaten to death by the male protagonist. She was doted on by Meng Jiayue all the way until there was only one Meng Jiayue left in the world. Fortunately and unfortunately, her soft and waxy personality was just right for Meng Jiayue, otherwise it would be difficult to get along with Meng Jiayue. Remembering the time in high school, I really didn't like the heroine's lack of self-esteem, but in this way, she didn't need to fight monsters to level up, nor did she need to worry about life. Anyway, Meng Jiayue was enough! (╯▽╰)
When I read it before, it was free, so I didn't read the author's comments carefully. I didn't know it would be paused, so I refreshed it three times a day, because I was really confused. I also can't accept that the male protagonist is the roommate of the female protagonist. Maybe the sense of substitution is too strong. I have been thinking about whether the content of the chat for so long at night is very ambiguous. Whether we go shopping together, no matter how many times, whether there is physical contact. I remember there was a chapter where the male protagonist was dining with the female protagonist. Because there was someone he didn't like sitting with him, the male protagonist used his beauty to get someone else to sit with him. I was also very embarrassed at the time, but I didn't expect that an excessive roommate incident would happen later. I may only read this novel for 2 weeks at most, but I may be interested in it for 1.5 Weeks. Today, when I was updating again, I was thinking, if there is no update, I have to say goodbye. I feel like my little heart really can't bear it. In the future, I may encounter it again in a roundabout way. By that time, it will be over, so I will read it again. In fact, I still have to say that this is the first time I have been so concerned about a book in more than ten years of reading novels, so the author really wrote it very well.
Are there many chapters locked in the middle? I can't connect them together. It's a bit uncomfortable to read.
This section really feels like swallowing a fly accidentally. Does the heroine need to learn to grow up? Learn to rely on yourself instead of relying on the male protagonist? Is it okay not to be a dodder?
Ruan Ma is really annoying. She is so angry that she curses and attacks Ruan Yu all day long. She is so cruel!
I came here because of its reputation, it smells delicious But I don't know why some plots always seem to skip a section, which makes me feel a little uncomfortable (;´Д`)
It's because she didn't come back full circle, and the heroine said she was sorry for no reason! She has never been clearly angry, right? She has always been vague, and the male protagonist will only tell her to be good! All I can say is that it was the first time I read a book about a so-called yandere, and I couldn't understand why the male protagonist had a perverted desire for exclusivity while the female protagonist was a giant baby with no ability to survive in society.
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It's better not to have roommates like this
These two chapters are written in such a way that the male protagonist is very sinister... The intrigues between the girls...
I don't know why the author wants to write the heroine as such a parasitic girl! Without the male protagonist, what else can she do in the future?
Finished reading! I especially like this type of yandere male protagonist ~ But there is indeed some assembly line, and the repeated use of rhetoric is a bit tiring, and the timeline is not rigorous enough. I don't know if I didn't look carefully, but why did the male protagonist take the female protagonist and run away from home? The male protagonist didn't return home at night and the family didn't have any suspicion? It doesn't seem like he went to his grandpa's house (this was the excuse he gave to the heroine's sister, but didn't the family suspect it)? It seems that it was all during the National Day holiday. I was sick during that period, but I have been struggling with this 😜😜 Generally speaking, I would like to thank my wife for writing this article, which is quite to my liking, and I hope to keep up the good work! 🙏
I recommend the novel "Yijiang Hongchen", it's so good, it's completely different from previous romance novels, I especially hope everyone will read this book,
I watched it at three o'clock last night and finished it at two o'clock today. A man spends so long protecting a girl's childish heart. I'm so envious. Maybe Yushu lost some because of her Mr. Meng, but Mr. Meng gave him everything. I think for a girl with social fears, Mr. Meng may have done what he thought was the best thing to do. Very good.
Personal feeling
It's a bit dry, like keeping a running account, and the psychological and detailed descriptions are not vivid enough. Personal suggestion, for reference only.
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Personal feeling Part of the plot is a bit like keeping a running account The psychological and detailed descriptions are not vivid enough. It can be read as a general refreshing article. Anyway, I quite like this style. Come on, big man.
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After reading the love letter chapter, I don't understand why the author wants the young male protagonist to always lock the female protagonist in the room. With this development, will he become a man like in "Don't Talk to Strangers"? The heroine is not allowed to have contact with the outside world, and the heroine cannot do things that she does not allow. I feel a little bit...