I Become a King Alone: ​​The Tradeoff Between Ice and Fire

Everyone has a birthday, but mine is a countdown. The days since that thing called "Invidia" found me in reality and killed me. I have fantasized about being killed in a thousand ways. The doctor said it was a disease, but I knew it was a prophecy. On the day I turned eighteen, the prophecy began to come true. The dusty wooden box, the invitations from my parents, everyone is pushing me towards the predetermined ending. But this time, I don't want to run away anymore. Either embrace Him by birthday candlelight or... Kill God.