Stupid Sentient Beings

Alas, no one even scolded me, it feels so uncomfortable 😭

I'm so confused, I don't know if I can stick to it 😳 It shouldn't be in line with the public's taste if no one sees it, but this is what I want to create, so no matter whether there are people or how many people watch it, I think I can stick to my thoughts. Creating is joyful😃 but writing is painful😵 According to my output speed, I don't know when I will be able to complete this work, maybe within an hour? Is it a day? Or maybe a year? It might take ten years, but in the longer term it might be a lifetime. The generation of inspiration only takes a moment, but how to show it takes my whole life 😠 It's often even more uncomfortable when I can't express my words 😭 If I can't finish it in my life, those ideas will only rot in my mind forever. It's a bit regretful to think so, but it doesn't matter when I think of it as a kind of "funeral goods" for me 😃 (Forget it, it's actually a little regretful)

I feel like there are loopholes no matter how I write it, I keep changing it until I get tired of it 😒 Ah, my logic! Ah, my settings! Ah, my rhythm! Ah, my time!

My mentality is broken, I can't write the feeling I want, why is it so different from what I imagined 😡😡😡

If sex becomes as common as breathing, just like an ordinary person will not be happy because of how many times he breathes. Another example is eating, drinking, and sleeping. Normal people will not be excited because of how much they eat under normal conditions, nor will they be excited because they drink some water, nor will they be sad because they miss a little sleep. When all the things that can arouse people's desires become ordinary, in such a world, stable emotions are normal, and emotional fluctuations such as joy, anger, sorrow, and joy are considered abnormal. For example, if someone is breathing normally and suddenly bursts into tears and laughter, and the reason is just because he is breathing, do you think that person is crazy?