She Doesn't Allow Me to Love Her

I love Jiang Yuyan so much that I can die for him. When she called me, I had a high fever and took medicine, so I ran to drink with her. He drank until he was poisoned and was hospitalized. But he still didn't get any sympathy from her. Just because I am the son of a driver, I am not worthy of her. Finally, she had me sent to a mental hospital. She doesn't allow me to love her, so I really don't love her anymore. But she regretted it and knelt beside my hospital bed begging me to love her. But how can I, a dying person, love her?