The Sequelae of That Chaotic Youth

The consequence of being willful is: Ah Hua, who loved me, chose not to forgive me and went to another world with humiliation and resentment. With a guilty heart, he also saw through the nature of Li Xian who was more emotional in my choices. Unable to calm down, he chose to avenge Ahua. After taking revenge on Li Xian, his heart was still not at peace. Once after drinking, I went to the hotel with a strange man. Faced with the strange man's unreasonable demands, he suddenly woke up. Seeing that he could not escape by force, he was desperate to make a living by fooling the man and left quickly. There was a sense of pleasure in my heart that I had never felt before. After experiencing the torture of a perverted man and escaping from a brutal murderer, I was terrified and tortured my soul: Can I really pay for the loss of my youth by using this method of drinking doves to stop bleeding?