After Bai Yueguang, Who Replaced His Wife, Died, She Went Crazy

In a rip current, my wife's bamboo horse and I drowned at the same time. She chose me regardless of her own safety. She was tearful and exhausted, and I thought that was proof that she loved me. After thirty years of mutual support, it was not until her posthumous work "Chang'an" was published that I realized that she had saved the wrong person. "Chang'an, I regret it so much. I wish to go back to that time countless times..." "Chang'an, how I wish the world would be turned upside down and my life would be reversed, and it wouldn't be you who died!" When I opened my eyes again, I was in the sea - this time, I would do as she wished.