Boundless and Me

I have been alone all my life, with no relatives or friends, full of sins, and lonely and cruel. I have walked through the mud of the world for half my life, my romance has been crushed by the secular world, and I have been repeatedly delayed by the years. I once danced wildly in the wind and snow, and I also humbled myself and begged for a glimmer of salvation. When the dead morning comes, I die in the old courtyard and my soul falls into the world. Looking back at the absurd past of decades, sinking step by step, sacrificing myself to the night. The road is blocked by thorns, the light is dim, everyone is busy, but I will always be desolate. Finally I abandoned the dawn and sank into the deep pool of silence forever, Let the darkness embrace me, let the wind and snow dance with me. It turns out that extreme despair is the only relief and destination for me in this life.