The Yandere Healer Awakens and Makes Plenty of Enemies

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Today I saw another scene where Wang Jia was poisoned while blocking the sword for Su Su. Every time I see the scene of Wang Jia being poisoned and blocking the sword, I get angry and I can't help but complain. First of all, let me explain that I am not dissatisfied with the plot designed by the author. This plot is particularly important to Susu and Wang Jia themselves, as well as their emotional logic; nor is it talking about the relationship between Su Su and Wang Jia. Su Su's relationship with Wang Jia has a beginning and end, is reasonable and well-founded, and is actually very complete. I can completely understand Su Su. I just want to complain about Wang Jia. It should be due to my personal personality and preferences. I tried my best, but I really can't get Wang Jia. In fact, I quite liked this person at first when she was just a young senior sister. Su Su said she was like the bright moon, she was compassionate in white, her eyes were bright, and she had the shadow of her old friend Jia Jia (she must be related to Jia Jia). Well, I also like this kind of girl. Who doesn't want to be a female swordsman who wields swords all over the world? Moreover, she is so kind to Su Su. This friendship supports Su Su, which is touching. But later the plot revealed that the beautiful Dong Yiyi was just a phantom. She was actually a person named Wang Jia pretending to be Dong Yiyi. When Wang Jia was Dong Yiyi, he carefully maintained his personality and did not do anything that was not in line with Dong Yiyi's character. However, Wang Jia's own personality was very different from Dong Yiyi's. The real Dong Yiyi mentioned in the plot so far has only been mentioned in a few words, but he was a man with a pitiful fate. He was abandoned by his family, was in an arranged marriage, had no relatives, no one to rely on, and on his way to apprentice as a teacher, he was killed with a sword by Wang Jia, whom he had never met before, and replaced him. It was so miserable. In fact, Wang Jia owes Dong Yiyi more than just her life. She uses Dong Yiyi's identity to receive the Dong family's dividends. No matter how much the money is, it belongs to Dong Yiyi. She can also be close to Su Su, can learn advanced swordsmanship, can be close to the inheritance that the poisonous judge cherishes, and can also be close to her enemies. Killing an innocent Dong Yiyi really created a lot of conveniences for her, Wang Jia. Regardless of whether Dong Yiyi was good or evil, she enjoyed the conveniences she needed, and she had to bear the consequences. Let's talk about the sword-blocking poisoning. This is a key turning point, which really brings the relationship between Wang Jia and Su Su closer. Seeing her as an old friend, Su Su was surprised and moved that there was someone in this world who would not risk his own life. He trusted her with all his heart and soul. He also blamed himself for her poisoning and planted a bamboo forest in the back mountain with his own hands. But this is actually a scam created by Judge Poison and Wang Jia who hit it off. It can't simply be described as a scam. The idea came from Judge Poison. Wang Jia actually didn't have much choice. She was the one being used, but she was really half-hearted. She was worried about how to get close to Jiang Su. What better way to get close than to save her life? When she agreed to cooperate with this plan, I think she understood it in her heart. The problem is not big at this point. The matter of deliberately approaching someone may be a big deal, but it is actually a small one. Later, she was infected with a strange poison in the world, which she could not cure. She read through medical books for this, day and night, and experienced so much pain. She blamed herself and was anxious in her heart. Her body was tired and her spirit was internally consumed. Every time I think of it, I feel heartbroken. And this poison was developed by her adoptive father, so she could obviously get the antidote. Of course, in order to get the inheritance, her adoptive father would not easily give her the antidote. However, her adoptive father had some true feelings for her, and he still cherished the body that could be used as a substitute for Yan Yuexi. He couldn't really see her die. If she saw Su Su working hard day and night for the poison, and if she was really distressed, she should actually think of something. But she didn't, she just looked at it and ate Fire Bamboo Pill. It's not that she doesn't blame herself, so she enjoys the pain of being poisoned, thinking that this is the punishment she deserves, as if it can alleviate her sin. In fact, I understand that she also suffered from being coerced by the poisonous judge, and I also understand that she just wanted to get close to Su Su at first. I also know that she also blamed herself and punished herself after this incident, but I just think she is too selfish. She thought she was punishing herself, but in fact, in my opinion, it was just self-deception to make herself feel better. Apart from alleviating her own guilt, it did not help alleviate Su Su's pain at all. It was purely self-impression. Susu has no enmity with you. She was designed by you to have a crush on you. Haven't you considered how much she suffered in order to develop the antidote? Do you know that without you, Susu could have been happy all the time. If you let her be interested in you, you will make her anxious and sad for you. What's the use of being kind to Susu later? Is it good for her or does it become compensation? In other words, Su Su doesn't care about her. She has always maintained a state of being able to leave at any time, but she is reluctant to let go of Su Su. After giving up her identity as Dong Yiyi, she changes to another identity and continues to get closer. It seems as if she has endured a lot of forbearance. She is also jealous of those who can always stay by Su Su's side. I want to say, isn't this her own choice? In fact, there is no conflict between revenge and not leaving Susu. If you are afraid of causing Susu to be implicated, aren't you already ready to change your identity? It's so difficult to change your identity and confess to Susu? I feel like she has never thought about facing Susu honestly, but she is actually very unwilling to erase the past and get to know Susu again. She seems to feel aggrieved, and it seems to me that she is really complaining for no reason. If she is afraid that Susu will blame her and wants to maintain a good image, doesn't it prove that she still cares more about herself and her image in Susu's heart, and she doesn't even dare to let Susu know her true self, or she doesn't dare to face her true self. People care more about their own faults, but she is very conflicted and always wants to grasp it with both hands. I really feel that she is living a very unconscious life, she wants too much, or she doesn't understand what she really wants, and she can't let go of her hatred or Susu. In fact, there is no conflict between hatred and Susu, but she did not deal with the priorities well. One moment, hatred is more important, and the next moment, Susu is more important. This is also an extreme manifestation. Whatever you care about, whatever you care about must be the most important. In fact, I think she lacks independent personality. She has been lost for a long time and does not understand herself. Her illness is much more serious than Susu's. Many times I can feel that she doesn't want to lie to Susu, but she just doesn't say it, so she has a tangled temperament all the time, which is very embarrassing. Just like Poison Judge said that her swordsmanship and formation research would lead to the wrong path. In fact, I think she is right. She was completely occupied by the obsession of revenge. After revenge, her obsession became Susu, placing her Dao on others. Without her own backbone, she slowly lost her own Dao. There is also her attitude towards other Susu friends. One moment she is jealous, and the next moment she feels sorry for herself because she has no position. It is normal for people to have social activities, but she just doesn't want anyone to surpass her in Susu's heart, although it is unlikely that they will. In fact, regardless of whether Fang Zhe is the God of Killing or not, as long as he walks in with Susu, she will be unbearable. This just proves that she is very fragile and completely insecure. Although this may not be entirely her fault, it is due to the environment. In fact, I can vaguely understand that the author wants to express Wang Jia's character as a three-dimensional character, and her complex human nature will be more revealed. But everyone looks at the problem from a different focus and perspective, and I do have a relatively rigid personality in life, so as long as she does this kind of behavior, no matter what the reason, it will be a minefield for me. But I like Susu very much. The emotional logic between Susu and her is very complete. They have been together since Jiajia. I can actually get their friendship. I can understand Susu's feelings for her and understand the bond and emotional basis between the characters. However, I personally do not agree with her, not the friendship between the two of them. But as Su Su said, so what if she thinks about it so much. It is meaningless to Su Su to go into detail. She can't let go of this person in her heart, she just can't let go. This is just a little bit of heartache for Su Su as a reader. In fact, she should be aware of herself. That's the reason why I like them. Maybe I just don't like this kind of characters. Chen Zeshen, who also has extreme tendencies, is average to me, but I like the tough and responsible Senior Sister Zhang and Senior Brother Liu, as well as the clear-cut and unobtrusive Wan'er Qiwu. Just like I like Fang Zhe very much, what I like most of the time is his sobriety and righteousness. Maybe I just like more positive energy, but it's just a personal reason. In addition, I didn't think Susu was extreme before. Her state at that time should be considered stressful. In fact, she never gave up on herself and worked hard to be positive. The author's writing skills are very good, and each of the different types of characters is very vivid and full. When facing these characters, I really feel like facing real people. Some of them I like and some don't like, but they are all alive.

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Are you going to form a CP? I don't want to see Su Su and Fang Zhe form a CP. I want to see them help each other and grow up like the Phoenix Legend.

I haven't seen Fang Zhe in a long time. I didn't really like CP, because it's difficult for ordinary male characters to touch my point, but I think the author described Fang Zhe very well, and the most important thing is that he and Su Su's step-by-step feeling was well written. Because Su Su is special and has difficulty controlling her emotions, but she has never done anything bad so far. She has a benevolent heart as a doctor, which makes people feel sad and moved. If she has some emotional lines, I think Fang Zhe, who is careless and insecure, is the easiest to enter her heart. As far as the current plot is concerned, in the face of Su Su's kind, crazy and insecure situation, I personally feel that it has already happened Except for Fang Zhe, the other characters are a bit out of the ordinary. After all, the other guys are quite dangerous at the moment. Fang Zhe is stupid and dull, no matter what Susu manipulates. Susu does worry about Fang Zhe's situation from time to time. Although she behaves very arrogantly, but recently I saw Susu specifically asking her father how to cure Fang Zhe's illness, and she hoped that nothing would happen to Fang Zhe. After reading this, I really feel that I have softened. Of course, Susu is strong enough to stand alone, but she is also very nervous at the moment. Secretly, she still hopes that someone who truly understands Susu's pain and struggle can stand firmly behind her and accompany her, or at least give her some medicine to lighten her burden. Chen Zeshen seems to be too scheming at the moment. Su Su always has to be on guard against him. He has also tried to harm Su Su more than once. In my mind, he is so compromised that he would be better off than Fang Zhe. Hahaha. In fact, it is not necessary to have a CP. The main thing is that I hope Susu can have someone she trusts. She is really under a lot of mental pressure. I feel so bad for her. I hope she can let down her guard and take a breather occasionally.

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