Being Involved in a Weird Incident, I Just Want to Be a Normal Person

Everyone in the world fears me because I am evil. Can there be good and evil in the world? Maybe some people will say that it is compassionate, maybe some people will say that killing one person is to become an immortal, and killing two people is to become enlightened? However. I think the answer is absolutely. The world laughs at me because I am the crystallization of wisdom, an object created by the world. However, I don't think so. As the saying goes: if it is water, it should form a sea; if it is soil, it should form a peak; if it is a human being, it should be determined to make a contribution to mankind. If I am not talented, I am just a weirdo, so I will pollute the whole world and every inch of land I walk on.