Cold Guns and Thorns

Why does life exist? There are very few things it can control. After clearing things up, I only have control over my body. Can you sleep whenever you want in the lonely middle of the night? Can you come out of a failure and become a new person with just one sentence? Can you choose to be interested in anything? Too little, too little, but people are greedy and want to control everything. Like a founder, let the sun exist in one thought.