How Many Flowers Have Fallen from Spring Sleep?

I could have had a splendid life, but ended up with the whole family destroyed. Maybe I also have a share of credit for the country's collapse I eventually became the same person as Li Jinggu If your life is a tragedy, you shouldn't be jealous of others who have a happy life. I hope others have a better future, Victory Li Jinggu, I hope you never get reincarnated.