A Quarrel

I wanted to have a huge fight with Xiao Xiao, but she wouldn't even pay attention to me. No matter how I teased or provoked her, she remained indifferent, calmly and comfortably sipping her afternoon coffee as if nothing had happened, completely at ease.

I just wanted to have a huge fight. Why was it so hard? I just wanted to vent my grievances and complaints, that's all. Truth is, I wasn't angry with anyone or holding anything against anyone. I just wanted to find a fuse, someone to light it for me, then have everyone else run off while I enjoyed the explosion all by myself, savored the spectacle, that's all, that's all. I really mean it, that's all.