Belated Rebirth

I have a friend who is my uncle. Although he is not much older than me, he has become my uncle. I am born in 2000 and he is born in 1996. At that time, I had just entered junior high school, and he was already in his senior year of high school. I met him at a dinner party, and he was depressed. He no longer had the high-spiritedness of the former top student. Later, my parents learned that he failed in a recommended exam, and later even gave up on the college entrance examination and chose to work in a factory. This became a "topic" talked about in the family. Finally, I finished nine years of compulsory education and started working in a factory to move bricks. However, I couldn't stand the numb and repetitive work, so I started working in sales. I worked in the sales industry for ten years and started an e-commerce business for ten years. It was only when I took my family to visit that I found out that I had terminal gastric cancer. A few days later, he held my hand and smiled and said that when I was a child, I always envied his achievements and said that it would be great if I could be like him... After a while, tears fell from his thin face and he said, I can't pay back the money I owe you. Don't blame me. , Uncle, I actually envy you. If uncle and I weren't so stubborn, maybe I wouldn't have such a deep obsession, and I wouldn't be like this now... I looked at him and closed my eyes, knowing clearly what he was talking about. It's a pity that a life that should have been brilliant ended in such a confusing way. I lived to be 88 years old, had a happy life, died at the end of my life, but was reborn.