Uncontrollable Mood

I don't know when it started, but my mood will still have special ups and downs. It must be a kind of nostalgia and reluctance! Time passed unknowingly, and I grew up unintentionally. My relatives left, my friends parted, and my parents grew old. Everything began to change. I changed, and the people around me also changed. But it seemed that I could choose to start over in my dream, but after all, everything was not the same emotion as before. Maybe in a few years, I would live the way I wanted!