I'm Nanxiang, and I'm Afraid of Marriage

“You’re almost thirty this year, right? Why aren’t you married?” “Is your boyfriend not good at taking care of you?” “Are you worried about the future?” “Do you not own a home?” “Is your job unstable?” “Nan Xiang, why exactly aren’t you getting married?” Everyone around her was baffled. Some even wanted to crack open Nan Xiang’s head and see what was going on inside. Whenever people asked her these questions, Nan Xiang often responded with silence. She didn’t know how to argue back, and she couldn’t figure out her own feelings. Then came 2020, the year Nan Xiang turned thirty. The pandemic hit, she lost her job, and her boyfriend proposed... One unexpected event after another upended Nan Xiang’s peaceful life. Her world may not have gone the way she wanted in many respects, but after weathering that turbulent year, Nan Xiang found a new sense of calm. Everyday chores and domestic routines are the author’s quiet way of healing. The author also hopes this work can offer a little gentle yet steadfast strength to women facing the same struggle to find their place in the world. Remember: whether you are a wife, a mother, a mother-in-law, a daughter-in-law, a manager, or a subordinate, you are still you, one of a kind in all the world. This book is divided into five volumes. Volume One: A Happy Match, Until the Dream Begins to Fade. Volume Two: Joyfully Preparing the Wedding Feast, Until the Bride Price Comes Between Them. Volume Three: Thirty Years Hand in Hand, Then Resentment and Regret Fill Their Hearts. Volume Four: Eight Years of Tender Devotion, Yet Fear of Entering Love’s Grave. Final Volume: Tempered Through Trials, She Returns with Courage in Every Step. Please also support the author’s completed works: The Spoiled Princess Consort Is the Best, and After Being Reborn, I Spoiled the Bewitching God of War Silly.