Lyrics in My Head

The art exam ended in January this year, and the college entrance exam is coming in July. I don't know why, but I always thought about death during that time. I thought, since I always have to die, what's the point of living for decades? I always think about a gloomy and meaningless future. I sat in the last row and always stared at the woods outside the window in a daze. It was spring and summer at that time. There was an occasional breeze and the scenery outside the window was beautiful. I always felt like I was on vacation. Occasionally friends come to play with me and I smile, otherwise I usually sit in my seat and meditate. During that time, some sentences always popped up in my head, and then they were extended to become "lyrics" (to be honest, I don't know what to call this kind of thing, let's just call it lyrics.) I took advantage of the sudden inspiration and wrote it down during self-study in the evening. This is the origin of this little thing.