Qianhe Zhimou

Although there are no humans (robots are not humans for sure), life always requires a sense of ritual. Update today. It was a really bad day. I ate the wrong thing and felt sick to my stomach. I didn't know if I would be able to fall asleep later. I've been busy all night and haven't even finished half of my homework yet. The most recent test came in at the bottom again. When chatting with friends, I still have to smile when I get hurt. I can only blame myself for being too sensitive. It's just a small thing, but life is made up of small things. If there are too many, it will always be annoying. I'm just an ordinary person. When people are unhappy, they always want someone to be with them, and they will imagine one, just like Mario in Guangu in the love apartment. Referring to a certain archetype is me, Qian is my fantasy partner, referring to a certain and Qian keywords should be "accompanying" But the reality is that no matter how bad it is, most people have to carry it on their own, and I am the same.

It's me, a kindergarten-style, incapable of writing author who prefers his own book reviews to his own novels. I just finished writing a chapter in my notebook. In fact, I wrote quite a few, but the only one that hasn't been scrapped is tonight's one. I'm not saying I just updated that chapter, what I just wrote hasn't been posted yet. There's a lot I want to write about, but I'm stuck, really. I have always wanted to continue writing, even if my studies are heavy, but the fact is that I haven't written for a long time. It is true that I want to study seriously, but there is something more important. I can't describe my feelings anymore. I actually conceived the chapter "After Sunset" for a long time. I had the idea before the novel was even written. I made many scraps, but I was still not satisfied. But I remembered that when I first started writing this novel, I started writing as soon as I started writing, and there was never any scrapped draft. So I began to replenish my own reading. I didn't read the style of online literature, and of course I wouldn't read Qidian Master. Instead, I read my favorite Japanese light novels such as "Adachi and Shimamura", everyone's "Snow Country" and "Setting Sun", and even the literary review "The Previous Style". I wanted to get back the feeling of the past. I read a lot of everyone's prose and liked it very much, so I had the idea of ​​​​creating my own prose novel. And now I have written many scraps, but I am still not satisfied with it. The one I just wrote has actually strayed away from the theme of this novel. I am not happy to write it at all, and I don't know how to turn it back. Once the state of mind is gone, it cannot come back. Are you planning to cut it in half? Not really, probably. This novel is actually very open-ended, mainly reflected in the freedom of the plot. It is said to be highly open-ended, but in fact the worldview is not yet complete. No one will scold me for messing around, and I am very willing to try some new things in it. If there is anything certain, I will tell you that this is a romantic comedy novel. Chiwa will live happily together. Although I sometimes mix my darker emotions into it, I will arrange a good ending for them even if I can't think of it the day before.

Next, there will be two extra updates with nearly 10,000 words. Orange smell warning.