Unable to Survive for No Reason

I heard from grandpa that our family used to be quite wealthy, but after the founding of the People's Republic of China, we left our home in the north and moved to Shanghai. I have to say that Shanghai's economy is developing well, but it seems that it has no time to take care of our urban-rural fringe area. Generally speaking, life is pretty good. The elders in the family are all still alive. When I was in junior high school, I moved with my parents to a slightly more prosperous small city. I went home two or three times a month to visit my grandparents. Originally, I should graduate from high school, go to college, find a gentle and considerate boyfriend, and live the life of most people in this world, right? However, a wild horse that is free of stiffness is what life is like.