Everything Is Controlled

After a disaster, I was united by many families and framed in Yin Miao Terrace. However, they were jealous of my power and wanted to control me. They went to great lengths to let me be born into the world, control me, torture me, use me, drain me... Do I have to let them control me without memory? A friend, a family member, my brother, who should I trust? Can they believe it? I carry the name everywhere. If I can choose, I don't want this power.