Mo Ran: the Years Between Me and Her

She is a special girl, in my eyes anyway, I control her appearance but she is not pretty but her voice is very cute. She always said that I pretend to be affectionate, otherwise why would I break up with her again and again? If I didn't really like me, why would I still look for her after the breakup? To me, she is unique and unique. I remember she said I want to write down my feelings and longing for you in my diary and in my messages. I am doing the same thing now, writing my dreams in this novel. I don't want to let you go, so I will keep pestering you and will never leave you. When I decide to let you go, I will really never show up again. This time I really won't look for you anymore. Will you take the initiative to look for me? (Writing this novel has no other meaning, just to let you relax) Excerpts from my friend's true feelings: I guess she already has a boyfriend. I really, really want to go to your city, especially, but I don't know how to face you, so let's just do it like this, no disruption, no meeting, no contact, no interruption.