The Flower God's Experience and Information on Hanxiang's Trip

What's so good about being the God of Flowers, the God of Gods? My sister wanted to take care of her when she cried, and she wanted to help all sentient beings when they were in trouble. She had clearly given everything to protect all sentient beings, but at the end of the day, she was imprisoned as an evil spirit. She was feared by everyone and called a demon god to beat. Regret or not, regret or not, the old flower god has nothing to say, so she simply blew herself up and hid away.