I Was Taken Away by Myself

My investment failed and I owed a huge amount of debt. My newlywed wife turned against me and sued for divorce. My father-in-law and his family were in trouble. My parents were exhausted and weeping all day long. Living like this is really a failure. I might as well die. I never expected that God would play a trick on me. When I opened my eyes, I found that I was still alive. But it didn't seem like a good thing. I was actually taken away? Ah? Why am I still conscious? What? Is it myself who takes away my body? What should I do if my body is taken away from me? Waiting online, it's very urgent! ! !