It's Still Early, We're Still Young

Those heartbreaking sounds of despair, time and time again, in the late nights of sleepless nights, or in the early mornings when awakened by dreams, along with wisps of smoke, drift in the whistling air-conditioned warm wind. Leaning on the bedside, accompanied by the light of the orangutan fire, across the dark mobile phone screen, listening to the music, recalling the years when I was affectionate and easy to be let down, it seemed that I had done something wrong, but I did not do anything wrong, constantly wandering in self-denial and self-affirmation. No matter how heartless I am, if someone slaps you on the left cheek, I can't hit you with the right cheek as well.  Regardless of career or relationship, I have gone through 99 steps, and there is only one step left, which I decided to leave to my self-esteem. In an age where everyone is pushing down the wall, we have to work on our own. Since ancient times, deep love cannot be retained, only routines can win people's hearts.