Bad Girl

What happened to the "bad girl"? Facing her biological father's betrayal and abandonment of her family time and time again, her cowardly mother's unprincipled forgiveness time and time again, and facing being beaten and scolded all day long, such a kind and lovely girl turned into the bad girl she is today, with no sympathy, no forgiveness, no love,,,,, or even the ability to accept love. Until her mother passed away and her biological father left and disappeared, she no longer had the ability to survive. Until someone's company brought sunshine into her life and made her world no longer black and white. Is this what is called love? Facing more and more addiction and dependence, I become hesitant and confused. Slowly accept a person, slowly think about what they think, think about what they think, and when you feel the arrival of love, family affection, and friendship, you must also bear the pain of loss at the same time. Faced with difficult choices again and again, where should such a girl go in the future?