A Season of Light Rain and Half a Lifetime of Coolness

My name is Jian Yun. Since my parents died when I was young, I have never felt the love of my father or my mother. Before I was ten years old, my grandmother and I lived together. However, when I was ten years old, my grandma passed away due to a heart attack. The only relative I ever loved could not escape the clutches of death. "You are an emotionless person. Even if the whole world dies for you, you won't care!!" My good friend, my closest friend, said this to me. "Jian Yun, let me tell you, sooner or later, I will kick you out of our house!" My cousin Jian Xin said to me in disgust. I always thought that my life was destined to be bleak, like a plant growing in the dark, gradually withering with despair and loneliness. Until a beautiful beam of light shot into my life. The clean and beautiful beam of light became the only belief in my life. So, I said to myself, even if the difficulties of life cut me into pieces, I would bathe in this beautiful beam of light and sing happily. He smiled, and his clear and warm smile was like the first ray of sunshine in the morning. I have never seen a person with such a clear heart. He was so kind that people would hate him more. When his figure gradually faded to the point where he could only exist in my memory, my world once again fell into painful darkness... No, I won't give up, no matter what the cost...