Look at Life with a Smile, Have a Dream

She was addicted to alcohol, but she couldn't get drunk. Awake, but also in a dream. This life is a ridiculous dream, and in the dream, she is the protagonist. Her love for Feng Rusi was just a coincidence. The fiery red maple leaves are the only red color she loves. She loves autumn so much, just because the colors of autumn are like the colors of her life, beautiful and sad. She didn't love him, but she married him. Just because of those clean and clear eyes. Life is such a joke, if you fall in love, you can't let go. She loved him, but she pushed him to death with her own hands. Who can understand the pain inside? She loved him, but in the end, she chose to forget each other in the world. Who can understand the meaning? The moment reality appeared in front of her eyes, she smiled sadly. This life is just a dream.