I Am Here

I was there when my dearest father abandoned you; I was there when my mother left you; I was there when you fell; I was there when he appeared; I was there when he hurt you; I was there when everyone abandoned you again; but have you noticed that I am always there. When one day, I suddenly disappear and you can't find me, you think I'm gone, are you sad? Sad? Hate me? But you don't know that I hate myself even more when I'm not by your side. I am in another world, another space, still with you, always there!