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The eight days before my resignation were complicated and unique. On the one hand, there is a feeling of relief, temporarily letting go of the pressure and challenges at work, just like knowing that there will be such a result, but when the boots hit the ground, there is still a different deep breath. On the other hand, there may also be a hint of sadness and reluctance. After all, leaving a job means saying goodbye to a familiar working environment. As for the colleagues you get to know day and night, it is all work. Of course, there are also unusual emotional entanglements. When you are about to leave, you can't help but recall every bit of the past, the joy at the birthday party, the frustration when the performance is not up to standard, and the time you spent all night alone when working overtime. At the same time, in the days before leaving your job, you may ask yourself, what have these years of work brought to you? Can you really control your career planning as promised? I promised to work in this industry for a lifetime, but what I got in exchange was a decade of turmoil in the payment industry. What will be the future path? Under the trend of the 35-year-old age limit in the entire society, we can see how much it is for ourselves. As the day of resignation approaches, your mood will gradually change. Use this text to record every moment of this period as a commemoration. The eight days before leaving the company were a period of mixed emotions, including longing for the future and looking back on the past. But no matter how the mood changes, this is an important turning point, marking the end of one stage of career and the beginning of another. The important thing is to maintain a positive attitude, cherish this experience, and bravely move towards a new journey.

"The phoenix flower blooms red in two seasons, and the flowers bloom in two seasons and the people are different." One season sends away the old students, and the other season welcomes the new students. They are facing the same campus, but they take away different moods. I will also talk about the things after graduation, hoping to give the young teenagers some road signs in life...

In this rapidly changing world, time is like a tireless traveler. It never looks back, but always moves forward in a hurry, never stopping for you and me. As a child born in the late 1970s and early 1980s, I often feel caught between the past and the present, tradition and modernity. Writing this book is my attempt to capture those memories that have gradually become blurred as time goes by, and it is an affectionate look back at that special time. This book records those stories that have been forgotten in the long river of history, and preserves the joys, sorrows and joys of us little people in this era in the context of the country. For me, writing this book was a spontaneous process. Sometimes, I will suddenly remember a scene from my childhood because of a piece of reading while walking; sometimes, in the dead of night, I will fall into deep memories because of a melody or a photo. Therefore, it has no fixed framework and no specific order. Instead, it allows thoughts to flow freely and memories to unfold naturally. These scattered fragments are like scattered pearls in the ocean, picked up one by one. Therefore, I hope you will read this book with the same feeling. There is no need to pursue strict logic, or even some sudden turns; there is no need to look for clear clues, but follow the guidance of the text, walk into that memory, and feel the emotions of our generation. I hope that through these miscellaneous conversations, I can share with you those stories that have been forgotten by time, those memories that have gradually become blurred in the long river of history, so that you can find resonance in your reading and feel the warmth of that era.