Eight Hardships in Life

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1 Fish Noodle Soup Qibao CakeRomance47k WordsCompleted 12.2kFavorites49.9kClicks/ch1.9kNutrition
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The story begins with a bowl of fish noodle soup. Ji Jingtang played Truth or Dare, deliberately pretending to be injured, and ordering fish soup noodles to make things difficult for the deliveryman Zhang Qiran, in order to make a bet with his friends and trample on the other person's dignity. Zhang Qiran was angry and poured fish soup noodles on her, and the two sides clashed, and the two formed a feud. After the conflict, Zhang Qiran was unexpectedly spotted by his agent and got a chance to audition. In a twist of fate, the crew reunited, and the former delivery boy became the male lead of the show, with Ji Jingtang playing the second female lead. The past festivals are still there, and the two compete with each other on the set. Zhang Qiran resented the humiliation and designed the recording, which caused Ji Jingtang to be abandoned by his sponsor, lose his resources, fall back to the bottom, and start working in bars again to make a living. Ji Jingtang, who was down and out, met the already famous Zhang Qiran again in a bar. She assessed the situation, took the initiative to approach Zhang Qiran, and used Zhang Qiran as a new springboard. Zhang Qiran accepted her with a vindictive attitude, and the two began to have a twisted and entangled relationship. Love and hate are mixed, and revenge slowly turns into deep love. Zhang Qiran was sincere and wanted a stable future. He wanted to take her to meet her family and plan a long-term relationship with her. But Ji Jingtang always remained sober, unwilling to show his sincerity, unwilling to be trapped in a relationship, and kept pushing him away. She only wanted to use him to return to the entertainment industry and climb up. The emotional balance was completely unbalanced. Zhang Qiran was completely overwhelmed by the unrequited love and headed for destruction. The ending is BE, Zhang Qiran commits suicide. Ji Jingtang passed by his cemetery and put down a bowl of fish noodle soup, and the story ended.
2 Meaning of Separation Qibao CakeRomance45k WordsCompleted 8.1kFavorites18.7kClicks/ch4kNutrition
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Ding Minyi and Xu Shuzhou have been in love for five years and three months. In the past, when we had quarrels, Ding Min would always break up because of his temper. Each time, it was just a test, and he didn't really want to break up. Until one summer solstice, she received a breakup message from Xu Shuzhou: "I can't seem to survive this relationship." There were no hysterical quarrels, calm but decisive, this time it was really over. The heroine collapsed in an instant, refused to accept the reality, tried to redeem and entangle her, repeatedly reviewed her five-year relationship, and continued to consume herself. After falling out of love, she experienced insomnia and emotional loss. She briefly contacted other boys and tried to fill the hole with new people, but she still couldn't get rid of the shadow of the past. A large part of the story describes the journey of falling out of love: unwillingness, nostalgia, and resentment. He slowly learns to face the uneasiness caused by his own origin and sees clearly his own problems in intimate relationships. She no longer insists on getting back together, no longer trapped in the pain of "losing her lover", and slowly turns her attention back to herself, reading, watching movies, spending time with friends, and digesting the pain of the past. The title of the book "The Meaning of Separation" is about re-recognizing and accepting the complete self after leaving a relationship. In the end, the two did not get back together. The heroine completes the spiritual reconciliation, remembers that her ex-boyfriend no longer stirs up huge waves in her heart, bids farewell to the past, and moves towards a new life of her own. The reality is an open ending, not a traditional HE love happy ending.
3 The Life of a Passerby and Courtier Cold ShuDanmei (BL)2k WordsCompleted 383Favorites—Clicks/ch65Nutrition
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1. A minister's perspective: an unknown life When the civil servant entered the court at a young age, he fell in love with the prince who was not yet fully in power at that time. He didn't seek to be in a high position, he just wanted to stay in the court and watch the other party dominate the world from a distance. For decades, he went to court on time, handled trivial matters, looked at the emperor from the corner of the hall, accepted the emperor's routine rewards, abided by his duties as a monarch and a minister, and never crossed the line to show any selfishness in his life. He witnessed the emperor pacifying the court, opening up territories, slowly growing gray hair, and he himself grew from a young man to a gray-haired veteran. His whole life was that of a passer-by and courtier, silently in love with the emperor and watching the emperor's life. ?? 2.?? Emperor's Perspective: The Blurred Old Man The emperor looked back on his life and recalled countless ministers and close relatives. Looking through his memories, he could only vaguely recall this civil servant who always stood at the end of the queue. I remember that he acted steadily, never caused trouble, was ordinary, had no great achievements and no major faults. Until the end, the emperor had no idea that this humble passerby had been in love with him for his whole life. ?? 3.?? Ending The old minister returned to his hometown safely and died in silence, and the history books will not write a separate biography of him; The emperor was sitting on a thousand years of achievements, but he forever missed this secret love hidden under the etiquette of the monarch and his ministers, silent for a lifetime. There was no confession, no staying together, no extraordinary intersection, only two parallel lives left, leaving a faint sense of regret.
4 With Autumn Qibao CakeRomance55k WordsCompleted 13.4kFavorites27.3kClicks/ch2.4kNutrition
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1. Escape from the city and meet in the mountain village Wu Yu was tired of the same routine, so he drove alone to the remote Suixiu Village. In the village full of osmanthus trees, he met Ji Shiqiu, a young man who was working alone and whose whereabouts were erratic. Curious and soft-hearted, she slowly approached the lonely boy. ?? 2.?? Autumn love, short-lived utopia The two spent the best time in the mountains, in the rain of sweet-scented osmanthus, at sunset, and by the lake: playing sweet-scented osmanthus together, walking in the mountains, watching the sunset, and comforting each other's loneliness. Wu Yu pieced together his broken world, and he gave her a romantic love that escaped reality. The whole autumn was a secret paradise for the two of them. ?? 3.?? The truth is exposed and forced to separate As autumn comes to an end, the male protagonist's past secrets are exposed. "Ji Shiqiu" is just a temporary pseudonym he has given. He must leave here. There is no way for the two of them to come to reality. There was no fierce argument, just a quiet farewell, and the two severed all contact. ?? 4.?? Many years later, a letter from Fallen Leaves (BE ending) Wu Yu later slowly returned to normal life and even prepared to put on a wedding dress and get married. Just before the wedding, she received a letter without a return address, containing only a fallen tallow leaf and a cryptic confession. She finally confirmed that the person always remembered the love in autumn, but they would never meet again. Classic closing sentence: Leaves grow in spring, bloom in summer, and sleep in winter solstice. However, there is no autumn in her four seasons.
5 Rose Porcelain Cold ShuDanmei (BL)19k WordsCompleted 3.6kFavorites15.7kClicks/ch626Nutrition
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???? Berland (deceased, subject) A handsome young man from a poor family, smart and gentle, with an ordinary background. She fell in love with Lawrence, a young man from a wealthy family, and endured criticism and bullying on campus in a conservative and repressive environment. The appearance is like delicate and fragile rose porcelain, trapped in class, family and worldly vision. ???? Ke Lawrence (attack) An aristocratic young man from a well-off family, and Brandt's childhood sweethearts, love each other deeply. He has a proud and sensitive personality. When he was young, he was unable to resist the pressure from his family and the outside world, and the two broke out into a quarrel. After Brandt passed away, he carried the pain and secrets for twenty long years, and lived in guilt all year round. ???? Arthur (perspective protagonist) A new FBI detective took over this old case on his first day on the job, interviewed all those involved, and uncovered the truth that had been buried by time. Rookie police detective Arthur is ordered to investigate an old falling case that has been pending for twenty years. The deceased, Brandt, was a well-known and beautiful boy from a poor family in school at that time. The nature of the case has been unclear for a long time, somewhere between suicide and homicide. Everyone's statements are full of contradictions: the grieving and paranoid father, the honorable former classmate, the anonymous bully, and Lawrence who is now a university professor. As the interview and investigation progressed, a teenage love affair that was not accepted by the times came to light. Class gaps, family obstruction, campus hostility, and youth disputes are intertwined. The quarrel that year became the trigger of tragedy, and the beautiful and passionate feelings were eventually crushed by reality. The truth was revealed, leaving only the regret that the survivors could not get rid of for twenty years.
6 I'll Wait for You Until You Are Thirty-Five RoselandDanmei (BL)40k WordsCompleted 37kFavorites44.2kClicks/ch606Nutrition
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I'll wait for you until you are thirty-five Author: Nankang Baiqi | Autobiographical Essays | Realistic BE | It is difficult to level the ceiling. Protagonist: Nankang (first person) × Mr. Zhang One sentence introduction Seven years of deep love could not match the secular world. He waited for him to reach thirty-five, but he always stopped at twenty-eight. Character Highlights - Nankang: Sensitive and gentle, pure and affectionate, delicate writing, humble and stubborn love - Mr. Zhang: Cowardly in reality, coerced by family and worldly affairs, he finally chose to get married and have children. - Atmosphere: The Six Notes of a Floating Life is so sweet, but it will be so painful when I wait for you to be thirty-five. Streamlined plot They met and fell in love in college and lived together for seven years. Their ordinary daily life was full of tenderness. Nan Kang wrote "Six Chapters of a Floating Life" to record the sweetness. However, due to the overwhelming pressure from the world, Mr. Zhang was unwilling to come out, so he finally followed his family's arrangements and married a woman. Nankang was broken but decent, and sent him a message: "I will wait for you until you are thirty-five years old. If you still don't come, I will find someone else."
7 Young You, so Beautiful Jiu YuexiRomance120k WordsCompleted 80.9kFavorites992.7kClicks/ch25.7kNutrition
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On the eve of the college entrance examination, top student Chen Nian witnessed his classmate Hu Xiaodie being bullied and committed suicide, and became the next target of the bullying leader Wei Lai. Isolated and helpless, she accidentally met Kitano, a street boy, and begged him to protect her. - The two reached an agreement: you protect the world, and I will protect you. Bei Ye became the shadow behind her, guarding her silently. ?? - During a conflict, Chen Nian accidentally stabbed Wei Lai; the gangster Lai Qing (Raincoat Man) took advantage of the opportunity and killed Wei Lai in an attempt to frame Chen Nian. ?? - To protect Chen Nian, Kitano killed Lai Qing and took all the charges. He was sentenced to seven years in prison as a minor. ?? - Ending: Chen Nian is admitted to the law department and goes to Hong Kong to study; Kitano is jailed. In the extra episode, Kitano was released from prison early for good behavior, and the two reunited.
8 The Unknown Story TwentyRomance281k WordsCompleted 492.4kFavorites506.6kClicks/ch39.6kNutrition
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Yang Zhao, a top antique restorer, is calm and self-possessed, lives a refined life, and is good at restoring broken cultural relics to their original appearance. Chen Mingsheng, a taxi driver with an amputated right leg, is taciturn and has a vicissitude in his eyes. His true identity is an anti-narcotics undercover agent who has retired for eight years. The first encounter arose due to a dispute between his younger brothers. Yang Zhao's coolness and magnanimity, without asking about the past, gradually relaxed Chen Mingsheng's tense heart. The two are attracted to each other. Amidst the secular prejudice and identity gap, they approach cautiously and fall in love with restraint. In front of the white pagoda in the snow-capped mountains, he proposed humbly with the words "Are you willing?" And she nodded in agreement. The sweetness was short-lived, but the drug trafficking group counterattacked, and Chen Mingsheng was forced to return to his undercover position. In the end, he died in the mission and his body was left intact. Four years later, Yang Zhao died for love in his apartment, leaving a message: Chen Mingsheng, I'm here to find you.
9 Goodbye Li Qiao Jiu YuexiRomance72k WordsCompleted 5.7kFavorites9.7kClicks/ch367Nutrition
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On the eve of the college entrance examination, four high school students who were deeply troubled by their original families met because of an anonymous message on the bus: - Wu Runqi: Coming from a poor family, humiliating education from parents, and sensitive to low self-esteem. ?? - Li Qiao: Having suffered domestic violence from his father for a long time, he is silent and tolerant, and has a kind heart. ?? - Xia Qing: an autistic girl, abandoned by her parents, living in her own world. ?? - Qin Zhiyang: A top student, he was extremely pressured by his mother and was suppressed and suffocated. Four lonely teenagers got close to each other, warmed each other, and spent a short but warm time. Li Qiao only cares for Xia Qing tenderly and is the only light in her dark world; in Xia Qing's world, Li Qiao will always be her Li Qiao and has nothing to do with the world. After the college entrance examination, they separated and headed for different lives. Li Qiao passed away at the age of 17 years, 5 months and 3 days, and "170503" became the last mark he left on Xia Qing. Ten years later, this string of numbers revealed a period of youth and regret that no one knew about.
10 Gold and Silver Fourth Sister YouRomance397k WordsCompleted 108.4kFavorites148.3kClicks/ch19.4kNutrition
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She is Murong Wanwan (Murong Jun), the eldest princess of the Three Dynasties of Daye. She is unparalleled in dignity, good at music and painting, and is a symbol of imperial power. He was the powerful Nanyuan Wang Yuwenliang when he was a man. He had a century-old injustice and ambitions to hide, and he had been planning for ten years not to marry anyone who was not a minister. A carefully calculated marriage binds two opposing people. Marriage first, then love, the affection is deep; however, the country and love are naturally opposed - he wants to subvert the imperial power, and she wants to protect her family and country. - She became pregnant, was imprisoned by the royal brother, and suffered a miscarriage and lost her son. ?? - He started a rebellion and used her to deliver false information, so that she would be stigmatized as a "criminal who subjugated the country." ?? - When the city was destroyed and the country was destroyed, she swallowed gold and died for her country; he won the world, but he went on a hunger strike before her soul and died for love. "Beautiful and good times" are, after all, a waste of good times, gold and silver.
11 Humid Midsummer Spring Breeze and FireRomance294k WordsCompleted 8.8kFavorites3.2kClicks/ch1.1kNutrition
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Shu is the daughter of a wealthy family, and her father brings back a report of the homeless boy, asking her to recognize him as her brother. The young man was silent and sullen, indifferent and resistant to her advances, and soon left without saying goodbye. Everyone said that he was an immature wolf cub. Something unexpected happened: both of Shu's parents died, leaving behind a huge debt. Shu Yi became an orphan overnight and was blocked by debt collectors in a dead end. Chen Cheng appeared on a motorcycle, fought for her, wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and said to her: "From now on, you are with me." He became her patron saint, loving her clumsily and passionately in his own way during the humid and sultry summer. But the reality is cruel, the boy is wild and paranoid, the girl is sensitive and gentle, they love each other to the extreme but hurt each other, and ultimately lead to a tragic ending.
12 Lonely Empty Garden, Late Spring I Want to Save MyselfRomance180k WordsOngoing 11.6kFavorites350.9kClicks/ch40Nutrition
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Spring is late in the lonely empty garden, and the pear blossoms are all over the ground but the door is closed. With the Qing Palace as the backdrop, the story depicts the deep affection of the emperor, the fateful love, and the loneliness in the palace - love is the spring that sprouts quietly within the palace walls, and it is also the night that is destined to wither.
13 Broken Jade (Revised) I Want to Save MyselfRomance121k WordsCompleted 2.5kFavorites100.1kClicks/ch34Nutrition
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The jade is broken and the palace falls, and the love is deep and lifeless. "Broken Jade" is the final chapter of "Murong Series of the Republic of China" by Bando Wo Si Cun. It is also the ultimate sadomasochism between rich and poor families, pride and humbleness, miss and regret - a piece of beautiful jade, from meeting to breaking, just a thought; a deep love, from heartbeat to death, takes seventeen years.
14 Bi Zhen Shen (Complete) I Want to Save MyselfRomance171k WordsCompleted 10.1kFavorites268.4kClicks/ch75Nutrition
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In the troubled times of the Republic of China, wars were raging, love was both a cliff and a dead end. "No Time to Say I Love You" is the most thrilling sadomasochism of the Republic of China. It describes the family, country, power, possessiveness and unrepentance to the extreme - deep love will not last long, but extreme strength will be humiliating; meeting in troubled times will eventually be missed.
15 Good Times Are Like Dreams in This Life I Want to Save MyselfRomance45k WordsOngoing 3.5kFavorites251kClicks/ch11Nutrition
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"This Life" is the final chapter of the "Good Times Are Like Dreams" series by Bie Wo Si Cun. For some people, meeting them is destiny, missing them is destiny; some love is hidden in time, and the pain will last for the rest of life.
16 Flowers on the Sea I Want to Save MyselfRomance40k WordsOngoing 4kFavorites85.7kClicks/ch123Nutrition
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"Flowers on the Sea" is the second part of the "Good Times Are Like a Dream" series by Bandit Wo Si Cun, and it is also recognized as the most cruel and difficult to calm down. It describes the miss, debt, obsession and fate in love to the extreme - the flowers are like brocade, but they are only a dream in the end; the deep love is like the sea, but they are empty in the end. Those loved ones, the fiery time, and the gorgeous past are all like flowers falling on the sea, blooming briefly and then sinking without a trace, leaving only memories that will burn for the rest of my life.
17 Good Times Are Like Dreams I Want to Save MyselfRomance150k WordsCompleted 12.5kFavorites479.4kClicks/ch55Nutrition
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Ruan Zhengdong's story is about the ceiling, the knife hidden in the sugar, sweetness first and farewell later, Ruan Zhengdong's mood is difficult to calm down in the moonlight. The whole process is full of abuse + BE, Ruan Zhengdong died of illness, and the heroine died alone. "Colorful clouds are easy to scatter and glass is brittle", and beauty does not last long.
18 Unsolved Mysteries of Hot Flashes and Rainy Season King FanRomance208k WordsCompleted 42.6kFavorites35.5kClicks/ch19.5kNutrition
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When Lin Shilan was 17 years old, her hometown suffered a devastating flood. Although she survived, she was left with severe mental trauma (PTSD). From then on, whenever the rainy season comes, she will fall into hallucinations, as if she has returned to the time and space before the disaster, and the people and things in her hometown reappear before her eyes. After experiencing the cycle of trying to change the ending three times but failing alone, in the rainy season of the fourth year, she met her neighbor and classmate Tan Jin who also had this "hallucination". The two team up to explore the truth and redeem each other in the cycle of rainy seasons. Redemption + pure love, "Farewell to you in every rainy season."
20 Kill That Bai Yueguang Cup of SnowRomance386k WordsCompleted 120.1kFavorites92.7kClicks/ch27.6kNutrition
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I wanted to buy sweet-scented osmanthus and carry wine with me, but it turned out that it was not the same as a young man traveling. Li Fubai did so much for Wen Deng, but he didn't come back from Shifang Prefecture. He promised to marry Wen Deng when he came back, but it was just a little bit close. After Wen Deng died, Cang Heng remembered everything. Wen Deng had waited for Li Fubai for three hundred years, but he still didn't get a good ending. It was really a pity. Cang Heng asked to save Wen Deng and transformed into a Cang dragon, but his Wen Deng still did not come back to him. In fact, Wen Deng was the god and Buddha of Lingshan, and he only went to the human world to survive the calamity of love. In the end, Wen Deng chose to let Cang Heng practice well, and one day he would cultivate his body and regain his soul. However, Cang Heng chose to turn into a Cang dragon without intelligence and stay with Wen Deng forever.
21 Traveling Bird Mountain SongDanmei (BL)415k WordsCompleted 21.7kFavorites16.6kClicks/ch22.3kNutrition
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The countdown to life begins, and the two of them follow the terns all the way to the North Pole. Finally, in the spring breeze, the birds pass through his world in the south wind.
22 Gray Tower Notes (Crypto War) Empty Light Flows Far AwayDanmei (BL)135k WordsCompleted 48.9kFavorites44.7kClicks/ch9.8kNutrition
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It's not that be is better than be. The coolness seeps out from the seams in the bones, just like the fog in London described repeatedly in the book. In fact, there is nothing wrong with them, but they should not fall in love in this war era. They both love each other, but they love the country more.
23 Be Aesthetics Dedicated to Xianjun Cold ShuDanmei (BL)719k WordsCompleted 69.2kFavorites125.6kClicks/ch83.3kNutrition
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The beginning of the chapter is about breaking up, which is true. The immortal world and the mortal world are separated. Attack and suffering will never meet in the two worlds. The full text focuses on the career line of Tantai Lianzhou.
24 White Olive Tree Jiu YuexiRomance356k WordsCompleted 641.9kFavorites562.6kClicks/ch159.9kNutrition
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After the war, it is not only the scars on the body that need to be rebuilt, but also the ruins in the heart. Li Zan and Song Ran will be together forever.
25 Miss Yu Is Not Married North Wind Three Hundred MilesRomance335k WordsCompleted 22.6kFavorites16.1kClicks/ch15.4kNutrition
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Under the tide of the times, although they have moved towards secular be, the heroine Yu Manyi has achieved the awakening of personality. The heroine Yu Manyi has gone from mocking herself as a remnant of feudalism to becoming an independent woman who only belongs to herself in this life. She has hidden the brightness in her bones since she saw Song Qi. She began to peel off the gray shell of feudalism on her body; she started to accumulate strength after the fire burned Yu's home. When Song Qi really left, she was reborn in nirvana. She was no longer Miss Yu, she was her own Miss Yu.
26 Glass Jiu YuexiRomance645k WordsCompleted 31.1kFavorites56.4kClicks/ch34.5kNutrition
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It's not easy for both male and female protagonists, especially the male protagonist's experience. Depression is like an immortal cancer. Extreme depression is pulled by a thin thread, like broken glass. Often, just that moment of exhaustion makes all the previous efforts in vain. Never, ever, let severe depression alone. People with severe depression have been standing on a crumbling rooftop. Love can slow down the speed of falling, but it is difficult to change the ending of being shattered to pieces. The world is really bad to Li Li and Yan Yu.
27 Twenty Years After My Death SuijianRomance9k WordsCompleted 174.8kFavorites1.3MClicks/ch3.3kNutrition
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A young man who started his career and a master of financial journalism, no one can separate them except death. When you love someone so deeply, it really hurts so much that you don't want to think of his death. Wen Ci will only remember that she died in the car accident, leaving her beloved Wei Min alive in this world.
29 What Should I Do If My Lover Becomes an Old Man After Time Traveling Forty Years? FuhuaRomance164k WordsCompleted 231.7kFavorites539.6kClicks/ch150.6kNutrition
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The heroine travels to 40 years later. Two people love each other. One is young and the other is in his old age. Although the years are separated from each other, although the writing is warm, there are always too many emotions.
30 Butterfly and Whale SuijianRomance83k WordsCompleted 473.1kFavorites519.7kClicks/ch22.7kNutrition
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The first BE article I read, Hu Die and Jing Yu will be together forever