Hui Hui, Look This Way

First, please set morality aside while reading. Second, do not try to criticize anyone. Finally, I wish you happiness.

Also: Teacher-student relationship warning; pseudo-incest warning; not both parties' first relationship warning.

Related themes: feminism; surrogacy; warning for trauma from one's family of origin.

[Chen Zhuo]

Both my parents died in a car accident, and I returned to my hometown. In the emergency room, I ran into Sheng Han, my former lover, who had abruptly broken up with me two years earlier. The last phone call my mother made before she died was to Sheng Han. She came because of my mother, and there was a secret history between them that I could never touch.

[Sheng Han]

When I was twelve, I returned to my parents and became a "new guest" in their home.

Everyone thought my parents' home was "my home," but only I knew that every minute I spent there was filled with immense pain. The only thing I learned was how to divide up pain, breaking immense suffering into smaller pieces I could bear.

Only Teacher Chen saw me, and saw my pain.

Teacher Chen defined everything about me.

Without Teacher Chen, I might not even have become Sheng Han. My life's canvas could hardly be called long, but I experienced three rebirths.

The first was being born into this world as a newborn. The second was changing my name from "Sheng Nan" to "Sheng Han." The third was getting into a university in Shanghai.

Two of the rebirths in my life were inextricably connected to Teacher Chen.

I cannot casually define Teacher Chen as a small stroke on the canvas of my life. She is almost the entire picture.

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Come ask me for the bonus version of chapters 19 and 20.

Theme: Love is a painkiller for life.