A novel/essay based on the author's personal experience
To put it simply, it means suffering from school violence, being bullied by teachers and classmates in elementary school, and failing to resist.
So it's not a cool novel, and it doesn't have a shocking plot (it should be). I'm not yet confident that I can successfully write a story with a frame structure and logic, so it's basically a true story, but I don't want to just write about things—it's more like selling misery, so these are relatively short articles.
I wrote this when I was having a hard time in high school. Although I didn't finish it, it relieved a lot of my anxiety and pain. So here, I think that "stirring up" painful things or experiences and creating a dish is a good way to deal with pain.
Intention: Accept the possible pain in life and resolve it in your own way. Everyone is living for the first time.