Painful Yearning

"Painful Love"

Original novel by Huang San

An apology from the author.

"Painful Love"

Those years between Ni Jia and Chen Jingsheng seemed unbelievable to them both.

In everyone's eyes, Chen Jingsheng was cold and violent, with ice in his veins. To bring others down, he would even cut off one of his own fingers.

A demon like him had nothing to do with love.

Then the whole school watched Chen Jingsheng go crazy, picking fights with Ni Jia.

When a video from three years earlier came to light, everyone was shocked again. The girl in the video, smiling brightly as she watched Chen Jingsheng get beaten, was Ni Jia.

So he didn't like her. He hated her.

But only Ni Jia knew that the hatred Chen Jingsheng showed her at school during the day became a desire that consumed him at night.

A heartless man, and a woman who could still laugh after he had tormented her in every way.

Some love isn't sweet as honey. From the moment it begins, it's a bloody disaster.

And in this absurd world,

you are my faith in suffering.

[You see a rabbit and call it cute. You see a lion and call it scary.

You don't know how they bleed, or how they love, on stormy nights.]

Theme: Live on in the face of death.