This is a novel adapted from a real story. The author was so distressed that he embellished the process slightly. But the real situation will be stated at the end. This article was written with the permission of the protagonist of the story.
In this story, the character is: the second-generation son of a sensitive X official who suffers from depression.
Shou was born in a rural family, and Gong was born in a second-generation official family. The two have known each other since kindergarten.
Shou has suffered from depression since childhood, which is incomprehensible to rural people.
His personality is not understood, and he has been walking alone and cautiously in the restricted area all year round.
He tried to get closer to him, closer, and closer...
Chapters 1-29 are narrated in the form of Shou's diary in the first person.
Chapters 30-33 re-view this relationship from the perspective of attack
This is a story full of regret, helplessness and heartache
Important reminder: I am crying while writing this, so those who are afraid of abuse should read it with caution.
Ending BE
Intention: The moon is born in the west. It is not as blazing as the scorching sun, nor as warm as the fire. The night quietly follows it. It is indispensable, cannot be grasped, and cannot be retained.
