To everyone else, she was a social butterfly and a winner in life, with what looked like a happy existence.
But only she knew that her heart had long since been completely consumed by hatred and loathing for the world.
With nowhere to vent her resentment, she eventually directed it at the idols who had all the love and money in the world. What else could she do? No matter how awful life was, she still had to keep living.
Fate's cruel joke came without warning. She was reborn as a boy, becoming a trainee with nothing going for him but a handsome face, suddenly added to a debut lineup. Even more ironically, it was the flop group she'd once been a toxic fan of, and her dream guy had become her teammate!
In the entertainment industry, where money and desire intertwine and heaven and hell are separated by a hair's breadth, Gu Yunhe has no powerful family background and no underdog story about becoming a smash hit and conquering the Billboard charts. All he can do is cling to that little bit of love and immense hatred he feels for his favorite idol, struggling to survive amid a state of mind that swings between extreme adoration and bone-deep loathing.
In the games adults play, resisting injustice is too hypocritical, and talking about dreams and personal growth only makes people laugh. Gu Yunhe tries to find so-called "self-redemption," but ends up becoming a top-tier star while cursing and complaining...
(Because the author gave him a golden finger.)
*Nowz fanfiction
Read before starting!
1. Shameless, dream-girl, toxic-fan fiction. Very niche, written for my own enjoyment.
2. Female-to-male transmigration. American citizen of Korean-Chinese descent (maximum identity perks). No CP; only plays up his chemistry with his favorite idol. Other male idols have one-sided crushes on him. He has flirty, ambiguous interactions with female idols (male idols, stay away from my boy; let him get close to the girls instead).
3. I'll try to update more than once a week, but can't promise. Updates may be at 9 or 21. Please don't let the story pile up in your reading list; writing for love can easily get abandoned.
4. There are no good people. The characters' actions don't reflect the author's values. If something bothers you, blame the characters, not the sensitive author. I'm innocent!
Theme: Redemption in life doesn't come from outside approval, but from making peace with yourself.
I recommend C from the chair puller. He is a dark, humid and stingy man, but he has to pretend to be grand in front of the public, and then secretly rolls his eyes.
I really don't know much about this group.
Boy Baby Planet 2 has been seeing all kinds of bull noises recently, which is quite funny, and the rankings of Seven and Eight in the Fog have dropped.
It turns out to be nowz, a group I don't know at all. I'm looking forward to the follow-up.
If it were a real person, you might have thought it was a virtual [sunglasses] even if you didn't tell me anything. - Comments from Brother Ducha
What does Father Lin mean?
In fact, this kind of blushing is easier to wear after acting coquettishly.
I'm still reviewing the last chapter. I'm a little confused when reading this chapter.
Is the debut song oowee? It seems to be the only slapstick song that I can remember hahahahaha. Except for the MV, which is too cool, the song feels okay.
The last cube I picked up was a lamp, a handful of blood and tears