After practice, Jian Qi, captain of the school basketball team, stays alone in the empty locker room to write in his diary, recording his overwhelming desire for the transfer student Wen Nian. He describes how he noticed the girl, so quiet she was almost transparent, with her snow-white skin, slender figure, habit of keeping her head slightly lowered, and fragile air whenever she coughed.
- In his diary, Jian Qi admits that he fantasizes about Wen Nian's body every night, describing how he relieves this nearly pathological desire through □□.
Jian Qi's diary is filled with mad fantasies. He writes about wanting to tear Wen Nian's school uniform to shreds and lick every inch of her skin, while also recording his fear of these dark desires.
Theme: A pathological, twisted unrequited love told from the male lead's perspective
