[Content warning: Some male leads die; dark Mary Sue; some coercive romance; everyone has a one-sided crush; a cowardly, wicked heroine who knows how to take advantage of a little leeway]
Lita is the protagonist of an otome game.
This world is bizarre and fantastical, and ordinary people are the lowest of the low.
Lita is the exception.
The imperial prince torments her in every way, then regrets it too late.
The captain of the Knights of Light kills his king and commits treason for her, becoming an outcast.
The devout Son of God turns his back on the Holy God and falls into depravity with her.
The chief administrator stands by and watches, only to be consumed by the flames of love.
In the game's final chapter, she will reach a happy ending with one of them.
But Lita doesn't want that.
Talking to them is agonizing.
Kissing them is just as painful.
The unavoidable intimate scenes make her feel sick.
In a windowless basement, their photographs cover every inch of the walls. Each one bears the mark of her bone-deep hatred.
She practices day after day with daggers, poison, and ropes, all so that when she finally breaks free of the plot's control, she can kill them with her own hands.
But this world is too cruel.
The moment she gets even a little wicked, the GM corrects her.
Her hatred is discovered, her malice exposed.
But...
"It's all right, Lili. Hate is love, and killing is love too."
"It's all right, Lili. I can die, as long as you'll love me."
"It's all right, Lili. Even if I go to hell, I won't let go."
"It's all right, Lili. Hate me. You'll get used to being intimate with me eventually."
Lili.
Lili Lili Lili Lili Lili.
Lili loves Lili, loves, loves, loves, loves Lili!
Lili #*%^*%
[Reader's Guide]
1. A story about NPCs awakening. Not a strong female lead story, not a power fantasy. The men suffer.
2. The GM and God are also on the romance route list. The ending will not be a happy ending with anyone.
3. Woman-loving-woman, woman-loving-woman, woman-loving-woman, woman-loving-woman, woman-loving-woman, woman-loving-woman, woman-loving-woman, woman-loving-woman. An overdose of woman-loving-woman. I love Lita.
Theme: She's the protagonist, so do as she says.