Didn’t You Say You Had a Crush on Me?

[The main story is complete. The bonus chapters are still being updated!] Blurb: Shi Ning has a crush on his roommate. His roommate is Lu Changchen, the campus heartthrob. Shi Ning knows he’s ugly and taciturn. His thick bangs hide his forehead, and his eyes are like a snake’s in the dark, staring at Lu Changchen with a lingering, icy gaze. In class, Shi Ning is always watching Lu Changchen. When his roommate is out, he sneaks into his bed after washing himself clean, curled up like a cat. He collects every item Lu Changchen throws away and secretly photographs him at every opportunity. He never lets Lu Changchen find out. He uses every filthy lie and false excuse to spy on him. In an empty corner, he uses Lu Changchen to satisfy his own *desires. * Shi Ning meets someone called “Blade” online. Knowing he can speak freely online, Shi Ning tells Blade everything he feels for Lu Changchen, reveling in the exposure. Later, for reasons he can’t understand, Lu Changchen starts getting close to him. He lets Shi Ning touch him, lets him kiss him, and even lets him move into his home. Though he’s proud and aloof, and turns cold after Shi Ning takes advantage of him, insisting they keep their distance, Shi Ning doesn’t mind. He knows Lu Changchen is straight and hates being suffocated by his voyeuristic attention. In the end, they’ll go their separate ways. The day he realizes Blade is Lu Changchen, Shi Ning cuts off contact with him and leaves a message saying he won’t bother him anymore. * Shi Ning plans to remove Lu Changchen from his life and find someone else to depend on emotionally. That day, while he’s hiding in a corner and photographing someone’s silhouette, a young man grabs him. The other man is furious, then his ears droop. He lowers his head toward Shi Ning’s neck, his voice trembling and hoarse. “Please, Shi Ning. Don’t look at anyone else.” “Look at me forever.” * Lu Changchen is beside himself with worry. Shi Ning was the one who fell for him first, and yet he doesn’t want to take responsibility at all. Lu Changchen lets Shi Ning hug him and kiss him, spends money on him, and even wants to feed him, but Shi Ning still won’t make things official. He kisses him and runs, sleeps with him, then pulls up his pants and pretends nothing happened. Lu Changchen is anxious and furious. When his secret account was exposed that day, Shi Ning stopped talking to him altogether. Lu Changchen is done caring about his pride. If he builds up his abs and obliques, will Shi Ning look at him again? If he improves his skills and gives Shi Ning all his money, will he let him spy on him again? Shi Ning, Shi Ning... Lu Changchen wants to cling to Shi Ning every second, to stay in his thoughts, and the longing keeps him awake. 1. Obsessive, gloomy bottom × clingy top 2. 1v1, both each other’s first and only. The characters aren’t perfect. The bottom isn’t ugly; pretty bottom and handsome top. 3. A sweet little treat. 4. Chapter comments are open. A mutual obsession. Check out my completed novels: My Crazy Foster Son Has His Eye on Me and My Online Lover Turned Out to Be My Archrival. Find them in my author profile! Theme: Love can break into any prison in the world