A Reflection of Youth

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How should I put it? The following are all diaries and Jiang Yi's perspective. Almost all of them are 1,000 to 2,000 words. They were updated on August 10th and will be updated the next day.

Spoiler alert, in fact, when Jiang Zhen learned that his two sons were gay (Jiang Zhen regarded Li Chen as his biological son), he was actually quite... But he didn't particularly agree with it, but later he heard them say that they really loved each other and let them go. As long as they are happy [purple sugar]kswl[purple sugar]kswl[purple sugar]kswl[purple sugar]kswl[purple sugar]kswl

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Name changed It can be regarded as an explanation for their youth. I see a lot of myself in them Don't want to socialize but subconsciously please Not cheerful A heart that breaks down every night Hands that are always shaking uncontrollably I wrote a lot of characters with personalities like mine and gave them a good ending But I can't give myself a good ending When my mother found out that I watched Danmei, she asked me why I watched it. I didn't say anything at the time because... I didn't want her to worry. They are really light in my eyes, because of them my originally dark world has a little color I started to get better gradually Behind spending money randomly is to cover up one's own heart and to keep oneself alive. I love them more than myself I tried to quit but found... The frequency of shaking increases, and sometimes I can't even stand still... It can be said that they are everything to me. There is no one else in my world except my relatives and some friends who have played well until now. I don't know how I have persisted for so long. I was also helpless when I was wronged. I didn't have such a strong appearance at that time. I was just an ordinary child. Maybe I collapsed. I gradually turned into a heartless person in the eyes of my classmates... Yes, I don't have a heart, so I don't know what sadness is and what collapse is. Isn't that good? What do you miss about your former classmates? That's all a lie. There's only one person I'm thinking of, and that's Yang. Are others worthy? Not worthy Yes, I am not normal. No one can catch my eye. Even if he is more handsome than the celebrities I like, I will only subconsciously think that he is unreliable. In my eyes, no one is reliable. The only one I can rely on is myself. If something goes wrong, I am the only one who can bear it. Won't I be afraid? No i will But so what, I can only rely on myself. Feelings? Sorry, I don't believe it I wanted to die, but those gay guys brought me back from the brink of death time and time again. I'm sensitive inside, I just don't say it In fact, I hated her when she was stabbed in the back. Can you please let me be happy from the bottom of my heart?

Postscript to "Diary of Madness": How should I put it? When I wrote this article, I wrote it with a try attitude. I never thought about the results. I am pestered by Kawen every day, and I am still a student, a quasi-freshman (crossed out, now it is not a freshman), and I am boarding. Although I wrote the main text during the summer vacation, the extra chapter was written during school. The book I am currently updating, "The End of the World," was also updated during school. I am really sorry. Whether I read it on Jinjiang or on a pirated article? (I don't know if I have it, but I'd better bring it with me...) I want to say sorry to everyone! Every time I am stuck in writing, it is the most distressing time. I cannot write an outline, so I can only use the most traditional method - paper and pen. I write the outline on paper, and the updates are very slow. In addition, the writing is very bad, so the middle is... A bit short. I know that I have many shortcomings and shortcomings, and I am trying to correct them, but I still often blame myself. Their youth is not the dull youth that I describe, nor is it a youth that is full of thoughts about whether I have fallen in love with him or not. Their youth is wanton and fulfilling. I always wonder if it would have been better if I had thought more about it before writing, and whether it would have been better if I had polished it more before writing about them. I hope they are better, I love them, but they love each other more. My love for them is nothing compared to my subtle love. It's not that I don't love them, it's just that I can't even love myself. In comparison, I envy them. Isn't it ridiculous? An author envies his characters, but they are indeed a collection of all my fantasies (actually I can only stand by my grades, I have a mediocre appearance, and I don't have much patience for anything). I am not cheerful, so I wrote the equally unhappy Li Chen. I don't like socializing but always cater to others, so I wrote Jiang Yi who has the same personality as me. But I couldn't bear to let the children I wrote go through, so I chose to let them redeem each other. On the surface, I smile all day long, but in fact I have more worries than anyone else, so I wrote the same Xia Wanning. The only difference is that Xia Wanning will fight back when she experiences rumors, while I choose to remain silent... I am an imperfect person, I have shortcomings everywhere, I am jealous! My hands were shaking uncontrollably, and I was hiding in the corner crying... I created them, and they also gave me a second life. I can't write a sweet love story, just because I haven't tried? (Puppy love is not okay, puppy love is not okay.) It's because I haven't experienced much family affection. Yes, I haven't even experienced much family affection. (It has happened in the past two years, but... I feel it's a bit late. I want to experience family love, yes, but that was before, now... No matter what family, love and friendship are, get out of here, I want to learn) Most of the stories in the future will be written as "be" (someone will also write "he", not just "be"), but at least for now there is only one "be", and the others will be written as "he". If you want to ask why I suddenly added a postscript in the comment area, it was purely because I wanted to make a long comment for myself. There are still so many words until I reach the point where I need to make up some words, so what I say later is all nonsense, but what I said before is all true. Now that the number of words is enough, I can say goodbye and goodbye! Tweet: "The End of the World" I suddenly want to write an apocalyptic article The five protagonists were pulled into the dungeon by a mysterious man They have five systems, and they cheated all the way in the dungeon to a planet next to Savari - Planet Birol. Finally, they met the mysterious man who seemed to control everything - Jiang Yue Write after the idea is completed This introduction is a bit sloppy, but I'm too lazy to change it, so I'll leave it at that.

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Oh my god, I just discovered that there was a punctuation error 😭 😭 😭

Let's look forward to the following content. The resentment between the second pair and the first one may not be foreshadowing, or it may be 🐶 I don't know 😭 If I want to write a memoir later, then this is foreshadowing. If I don't want to write it, I will fill it out as soon as possible.