The Immortal Lord's Former Wife in a Cultivation Novel

(There is no part in giving birth to a child, just going crazy) Dressed as the short-lived ex-wife of the immortal king in the novel about cultivation, Chen Zuo was told that he could go home after completing the plot. In the original work, the Immortal Lord appears to be noble and indifferent, but in fact he is a cold-blooded madman who kills millions of people without care. Throughout the story, the only thing he cared about was the beautiful fairy. At the end of the story, he was inspired and converted to the right path, and lived a happy life ever since. But all this has nothing to do with Chen Zuo. Chen Zuo is the late wife who died young. She is a dull ending in the story, and her life is as short as dew and lightning. Maybe the Immortal Lord doesn't remember his name at all. This is not a problem, Chen Zuo only wants to go home. However, if you wait and wait, the destined death never comes. Chen Zuo thought for a while and decided to commit suicide. He didn't die, he came back to life. Nie Huanzhen held his hand, with a calm expression, as if he was just calling him, "Senior Brother." He has become an Immortal Lord, and his expression and tone remain the same. Chen Zuo felt inexplicably creepy, and he tried to break away from Nie Huanzhen's hand. Nie Huazhen opened his eyes and looked at him. Chen Zuo struggled again, and Nie Huazhen slowly let go of his hand. Chen Zuo breathed a sigh of relief, yes, everything was as usual. He and Nie Huanzhen still had the same relationship as before his death, a half-baked Taoist couple. They didn't talk much, let alone see each other. Counting the time, it was time for Nie Huanzhen to meet the fairy. Chen Zuo thought over and over again, trying to find a tactful way to break off the marriage vows with Nie Huanzhen. He thought that this was a matter of course. Nie Huanzhen was now the Immortal Lord, and their inexplicable marriage should of course be untied. However, perhaps it was his misunderstanding. These days, he always fell asleep, and after waking up, he always saw subtle red marks remaining on his knees, thighs, and lower back. It was like being held between someone's lips and tongue, carefully licking and kissing it over and over again. It's... An illusion. Chen Zuo thought uncertainly, how could anyone in the whole world sneak into the Immortal Lord's palace quietly. Until, his waist became sore and swollen day by day, his lower abdomen became increasingly bulging, and even his chest became sore and full... —— It was after his senior brother died inexplicably that Nie Huanzhen realized that the seemingly happy marriage turned out to be just a lie. I did something wrong, so my senior brother didn't like me and wanted to leave me. It's because I don't know senior brother well enough. He swallowed his senior brother's sword and cut his internal organs into pieces. He cut open his chest and abdomen, took out his heart and liver, and examined them one by one. His hands were dripping with blood. There is no senior brother's name written on his heart. There is no senior brother's name. Doesn't this mean that he loves his senior brother not enough? Nie Huanzhen carved his senior brother's name on his heart and put it back into his chest. When he did these things, he felt quite guilty. If senior brother finds out that he carved the name on it instead of growing it in his heart... What to do, what to do? Senior brother likes children. If I can give senior brother a child, will he never leave me again? I could also give birth to a child for my senior brother, but my senior brother rejected me. Why, he doesn't like my child? Will he like his own child? Yes, definitely he will? (There is no child-bearing step, just going crazy. Severely criticizes his beloved wife and attacks the favored son of heaven but thinks he is mediocre) Intention: Love can overcome all difficulties.