Qin Yujia lost her mother at the age of twelve and was taken home by her mother's friend Jing Li to raise her. Jing Li was pregnant at the time and soon gave birth to a girl. Jing Li told her that this was her sister.
She loves her sister very much. From the training cabin in the hospital to the crib at home, from toddler to jumping around holding her hand, from the first babbling sister to holding her sister's hand and saying a lot of coquettish words, Qin Yujia has accompanied her sister's growth without missing a single moment -
Until she lost her six-year-old sister during a trip when she was eighteen years old.
The happy scene was shattered. There was no news for ten years. Jing Li died of overwork and serious illness. Qin Yujia was trapped in the abyss of self-blame and tortured day and night. Finally, after twelve years, she met the grown-up Jing Yi again.
She was not living a good life. She lived in the countryside. Her adoptive mother who bought her passed away early. She had been living under the supervision of others since she was a child. She smoked and drank, dropped out of high school, and worked as a cashier in a convenience store at the age of eighteen.
Qin Yujia was so distressed that she took her back, tried his best to make up for her, loved her, and assumed the role of the mother she longed for most.
She helped her find a good school for her to study well, took care of her daily life, protected her unconditionally when she was bullied, held her in her arms and put her to sleep when she had nightmares, kissed her cheeks, and kissed her forehead. She felt so guilty that she wanted to give her all her love.
Gradually, she discovered that Jing Yi's feelings for her had crossed the line. She was shocked and surprised. She treated her as a daughter, so how could she accept such an unethical thing?
But when she avoided him, Jing Yi got a signal of rejection and alienated her. He wanted to start a relationship with someone else, but she couldn't accept it and lost control.
She found that her turbulent feelings had long been unable to accept her loving others.
Intention: Love her and want all her love